It got me to ponder

緣份...

是一種很炫的東西，

通常是在不知不覺中出現。

當它存在之時，你可能不會珍惜；

期待它到來時，它卻一直都不出現.

有人問：你為什麼喜歡一個人？

我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人，

卻說不出為什麼喜歡一個人。

喜歡一個人，是一種感覺。

不喜歡一個人，卻是事實。

以後，無論快樂或哀愁，我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她 。

因只有當我們不愛一個人時，才會找出不愛她的原因。

Saw this from a friend’s blog. I find it quite interesting to ponder on. Common yet complicated.

Sorry if there’s some banana(s) out there who don’t know how to read Chinese words and yesh I mean you :P

Here’s a part of what I have interpreted:

You can’t explain when you like someone regardless of what form of relationship as it is a feeling. But when you dislike/hate someone surely there will be a reason for it. So true!

Anyway, I have not been updating my blog for the past some time.

1# I was really emo and stressed up with my new semester = assignment wtf.

2# Added with stupid wifi in hostel that gone dead for almost two weeks which lead to McD EVERY night wtf wtf.

3# And somehow my lappie crashed when I have my assignment due few days later wtf wtf wtf.

My life was screwed up this September. Eventually, things got back to normal today (which explains the mood of blogging) except that I still need to reformat my lappie. Currently I can ONLY online with safe mode. Sigh.

I know. It is not really a big deal but still, I just don’t like it when shit happens to me. Who would?

Okie enough crapping, Check this out. First time drawing using Adobe Illustrator in Intro to Design class. Cute not cute not??

Supposed to be a Garfield but my imagination gone wild. Big sexay lips =DDD

IRRESISTIBLE FLATS!

CONFESSION: My ❤ for Crocs is back!

I want Crocs’s flats so much since last year when I went to the Crocs retail in Phil.

BUT …

So expensive T_____________T

Beruk a.k.a my pig son called me earlier and told me he bought a Crocs sandal for rm30 in ss2. wtf.

If it is that cheap I WANT!!!!

Then I was thinking, confirm sure fake one but he said it’s some sort like reject wor. He even said Crocs going to close down in Malaysia?! Are you sure??

Well, I don’t mind buying fake one since I can’t afford an original one. As long as it is wearable and looks 90% alike what (beruk said so too).

Nothing much can be done for a cheapskate and very very broke girl yes, I still consider myself as a girl NOT a woman okie. Like what Britney says, not a girl not a woman yet WTF like me.

Except to sadly admire it in pictures.

ALICE RUBY RED FLATS. Longing for this last time and still am. Now and forever baby... wtf


NANOOK BROWN BALLERINA FLATS with matching fury lining. Unbelievable gorgeous!

Can you imagine what was once an ugly rubber crocs shoe everyone has back then (okie maybe not everyone but most of them) can be so creative and redefine it into such stylish flats?

At least I likey ❤


This is even hotter!!! New arrivals of LILY LJ PLAID in red and black. *drools*

DAMN! I want this chequered print flats!!!

Guess how much it cost. Effing $39.99 which means it is about RM140 or more @.@

SIGH.


In bubblegum and chocolate.

Sigh...

Sigh......

SIGH.......

My dinner FAILED miserably T.T

Above words explained all.

My dinner is a disaster.

My paratha hangus like shit T.T

Below is 1 layer of lasagna. Damn the nice!

Had this on Sunday :)))

This one. For tea time on Monday I think. Guess what's in here.

And this accompanies me when I'm emo.

Yea I know. Very random.

:/

Pixar's Up Premiere Screenings

I got it I got it I got it!!!

OMGOMGOMG.

Yep, I just found out I got a pair of free tickets to watch ‘Up’ premiere screening in Cathay Cineplax Damansara =DDD woot~!

I didn’t expect to get it coz I was merely trying my luck. Here’s the story. I came to know through my email that Nuffnang is giving out free tickets for the premiere screening.

Being a movie buff, I wanted to watch this long ago when I first saw the trailer. And it is free what; you are not a Malaysian if you do not want it. wtf.

The dog so cuteee!

There are four bloggers giving out 20 free movie passes each and all you have to do is to wait for them to blog about it and then do what they want you to do in order to get the tickets. And so I was keeping an update on these bloggers to give out their shares but I was too late T.T

Then when audrey (I do read her blog once in a while), the blogger who was the last one to give out her share, she wants us to tell her true funny stories that can cheer her up. I didn’t plan to write in as I can’t think of any real funny story. So I gave up.

I guess luck was with me the other day when I actually saw audrey in person for the first time in my life. I went to this DUMC’s concert which was really awesome (I’ve taken some pics, will blog about it another time IF I’m rajin enough). She was just right in front of me and I was like “Hey isn’t that the fourfeetnine girl?!!”

That moment, I can’t believe it was her (I confirmed it was her because she was with timothytiah. LOL) I even went up and say hi to her. OMG! I don’t know what was in me that time that gave me the courage to talk to her. It was like secara tindakan refleks. She was really cute and very small in size.

She’s so sweet to ask for my name when I told her I do read her blog and bla bla bla. Aiks, feel so jakun while typing this out. Like never seen a blogger like that. Just surprise to get to see someone in front of you when the only place you get to see them is in their blog.

It was already midnight when I was back to my room. When I was lying down on bed trying to doze off, I suddenly thought of this funny incident that happened to me during my finals. It pops out just like that and I rush to on my lappie back to check when is the closing date. Phew lucky me I still have a half day time and so I started to write out that funny incident and email it to her.

Then yesterday I keep checking my email (kc, thanks for borrowing me your lappie haha) but no news yet. Too enthusiastic already. :(

And just a moment ago I found out I am one of the 20 best/funny stories. WOOT~! I didn’t expect to get it. Seriously. Saja try it out for fun since I suddenly remember that funny thing. Though I keep checking my email hoping to get it, I thought there would be much more even funny stories out there.

But who knows, I am one of the lucky ones :)

Was kinda emo the whole night today. Tak cukup tido kut coz I overnight in friend’s house. But this makes me all high up though it is nothing big/important.

Small little things can eventually makes my day :)

I've been a bimbo todayy :))

Yep. Bimbo bimbo that’s what dummel calls.

Pictures were taken when I’m on my way back to KL with bro this morning. Followed him up cause I need to settle some stuff in college.

Not gonna stay long though. Need to get back to Taiping before Thursday for my QTI. Oh God my driving still sucks. How?!!!

Drove my bro’s car yesterday night and right after we got out from the car my mummy asks how was it; and bro said one word, “FAIL!”

T________T

How am I going to pass my driving test. wtf wtf wtf.

God please help me up and make me a better driver pleaseeee :(

Anyway here's a very interesting pig I want you to meet. If you know me well, I love cute piggies stuff ❤

Notice anything??

Well it is too hard not to notice that protruding thingy huh.

Belongs to my bro. So cute. It can even vibrate when u pull that hanging thingy.

ROFL.

Life is a maze though

I’ve been back in Taiping for almost 2 weeks. Having break for 6 weeks :)

Was raining while on the way back home.

Many were asking how come so fast break when I just started my 1st semester in mid May.

=____________=

It is because my intake started off with the short sem thus the break, which I am so happy when I found out I have such longgggg break ❤❤❤

I've planned some stuff but never did achieve any of it T.T
X Find a part time job
X Polish my English by taking up some intensive language class
X Hiking in Maxwell Hill
.....and the list goes on with those small little things that matter to me.

I’ve only manage to go learn and get my driving license. Hopefully by the end of August I will get my P license. No, should be I must. Yesh I MUST !!! That’s a promise to myself.

Currently I have finished 6hours of the 12hours driving practices. I am scared I will fail cause I am still not that steady :(

Any kind people out there willing to borrow me your car and teach me some skills? So I can passed the JPJ test without a sweat. I’m always so blur and I can’t really concentrate on the road. Damn, I’m suck at driving T.T

Can I have a more exciting and challenging break? I am so bored at home. No one to hang out with, everyone parted to different places. Don’t get me wrong I still love being at home, relaxing and enjoying every sweet little moments of my break. But when you get too much of it you’ll be craving to go out and get some sun and fun!

Dammmmn I need to get my P license done sooner! I want to do so many things before I get started with my 2nd sem.

I need to stuffed myself with more foods too. I’m craving for laksa, ice kacang, char keoy teow, chee cheong fun and the list just won’t stop. Also pizza hut, saw their promotion today in the newspaper. Gosh, so cheap and it look so delicious. Needa be fat fat fat! Gain gain gain!

It is very true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. I don’t want the time to pass so fast though I am doing nothing every day. Just stay it that way.

And there’s a bunch of movies I’ve missed. The last I had watched was Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince. Am waiting for pixar’s Up which I think it will be very nice. Even reviews said it is awesome. And The Taking of Pelham 123, Skrip 7707, Lost of The Land…….so gonna pokai.

In the past 2 weeks, I did some little things to pass time. Lame little things.

1. Did egg mask to nourish and pamper my worn out skin.

To moisture and have a natural healthy complexion, use the egg yolk.


Put it on for 15minutes and then wash it away with cleanser. See how I look like with the egg yolk on -__-


Use egg white if you want to tighten your pores and whiten your skin.

I got to know this thanks to yape's blog. Thanks yape :) And she get to know it from another blogger that gives out advices about beauty and make up tips. Check it out here. It is really useful especially if you wanna learn how to start applying basic make up and also eyeliner.

2. Made fluffy pancake.



Without mummy's help okie. I did it all by myself. Though it's kinda out of shape. Not the typical round shape.


But it was really sedappp. That's what matter only :D

3. Tried to curl my hair using papers instead of those curlers or rollers.

But FAILED miserably T.T

Also learned it from the blog I've mentioned above. It is so easy, cheap (since you need papers only) and healthy for your hair.




Check it out here.



I was too impatient and took it off. Thus, it doesn't curl the way I want it to be. It look so rough like an old auntie's hair T.T


Looks like my hair worn out too.


Can you see how amazing a strip of paper can curl your hair that way. I will try it again next time.

4. Cam-whored as much as I like :DDD



5. Do stupid faces to keep my life entertaining. wtf.


6. Also act nerd to encourage myself to study more. wtf wtf.


How ridiculous more I could be.

7. Guess what. I found this sms from my dad's phone while I was bluetooth-ing pics from his phone.

WTF is this?!!!

Caught in the act or was it just from a wrong sender??

@_@

and there she starts feeling it again

I know, update sudah kurang. Sebab moodku tak tentu arah the past few weeks.

I’ve been thinking a hell lot.

Many things changed.

But I’m not moving forward.

Been wondering why and am still wondering.

Trying hard to hang on when disappointment is all I get.

Trust you? Nah.

Only He that I am counting on.❤

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Following are just random stuff I did past few weeks.

went to Bukit Jalil.

gaik yean's cousin's bbq partay. i pi tumpang makan. terpaksa, naik gain weight ni.

found this cute yellow chicken that makes funny sound while shopping.

Mr Teppanyaki in Bukit Jalil's Carrefour.

craving this but NOT nice.

sambal fish.superb.

sambal sotong. lagi superb.

Thought Mr Teppanyaki suppose to serve japanese foods. Weird.

kena influence by her. almost every midnite we buy mcd's ice cream❤

dah lama tak senyum gitu gembira. bukan kerana dia.

*It's hard to actually be happy for real, it's harder to have it last longer. Life's a bitch. Seriously.

Stress wehh

Wehh hear the song I recently upload?

You can't not hear it cause I make it auto play nya ha ha.

Nice not nice not??

Currently crazy with this song, love her voice so muchie!

Another local artist,Zee Avi *claps claps*

Talented I should say.

But I can't find this song, Bitter Heart!

Anyone has it please inform meee okie.

Please....!!

See, I said please.

Desperado me T.T

Malaysia ke Malaysial?

Di manakah perpaduan yang sering diperkatakan..?

This and this is crazy wehh.

I got to know about it yesterday night when mummy called me. She told me someone out there kena chopped and I was like wtf such sensitive issue occurs in my very own area, Kamunting?!! Taiping gonna be a hit again. Hah!

The Gadoh movie I was talking about in my previous post struck me. What happened back home make sense all of a sudden. But this time it is the Malay VS Indian instead of the Chinese.

Come on people, we are all Malaysian not Malay, Chinese, Indian or whatever shit you named yourself. We don’t judge based on skin colour please though sometimes I might be a little stereotype not because of racist larr of cause what I meant here is those attitude problematic budak.

But this fight erupts because of ethnic tensions (from what the media stated). You know I know larr.

I really want to know the whole story back there, what misunderstanding could lead 16 years old and above youngsters fight till masuk ICU. Surf through net for sure won’t get me the juicy info I want. A friend of mine said a Malay female got killed too. Wonder it is true or not. Ganas giler wehh. Perempuan pun kena??!


He look so Indon here xoxo.

Hey go vote for him here. MUST VOTE okie. wtf.

I am going back next Friday hopefully by that time everything cooled down. Mummy and her friends plan to go swimming in Bukit Jana today but were cancelled. Her friend chickened out. wtf.

Starstruck perhaps?

Okie the title of this post might be exaggerated but who cares..?!!

Confession: I had fallen in ❤ with ZAHIRIL ADZIM 0_0

*STARSTRUCK!*

Gawd! He is so cute in a way that I like. Petite but cheeky. And ohh, he has a mole under his lips XD

Cut the crap. I guess you guys are wondering who the heck is this fella. If you are a fan of our local industry film you might know who he is.

I just got back from their screening, Gadoh in my college’s theatrette. Awesome movie I tell you!

Gadoh is a feature film that explores the perception of our identity and also the racist happening in our own backyard. I never had seen a film that can capture such real situation that is happening all the while in our so called “harmony” country.

You get to relate to it as you are watching it. Seriously. It truly reflects what we gone through back then during the school days. Maybe not that violent like the movie larr. You just have to watch it!

Sadly, it won’t be screening widely in our local cinemas. That is not their main focus though. I bet the film will kena censored habis-habisan if it go on the mainstream. They only screen it in colleges or places where they get invited of course but do not worry I think they having plans to go further with the film. Hopefully =/

My another new friend cum housemate cum course mate, Rosemary who accompanied me there. Thanks babe.

The weird looking me.

Good news: I was so crazy about it that I bought the DVD. It cost RM15 only. I wanted to share it with my beloved kawan-kawan gua next week when I am back home. Suuwa, I am counting on you to rate it. You know why =)

Bad news: I think I got conned. There is no DVD to be seen when I open up the case of the DVD. wtf wtf wtf! I mau pi complain besok, mungkin ade chance borak ngan itu cute actor. wtf.

Here he is. Cute not cute not?!!! Okie maybe not here but he is sooo cute in person ^^ and I look so horrible here *shy kut*

Here's another lead actor of the film, Nicholas Davis. He's more good looking in real person than in the movie though. Rosemary likes him. HAH!

Sorry, pictures are all so blur. Blame Nick cause he’s the one taking the pic with my handphone. So nice of him. I didn’t know the crew and the cast of the movie were coming for the screening so I did not bring my digi cam along.

The cast and the crew of Gadoh. Q&A session.

Aww, Nick was looking while I was taking this pic. So cute right! I think he is mix.

Take a look at Gadoh Trailer here and I found Zahiril's blog.

p/s: I got his autograph too. wtf right I am so crazy.

p/p/s: Ehh pei, I think you'll like him too he has this bad boy look you can't resist XD

p/p/p/s: I am so sad about the DVD case. How can such mistake happened..?!! I adore Gadoh so much T.T My first time getting so excited about a local film wehh.