Moment of Truth

I got my result last 3 days. Finally. No mood blog about it but now don’t know why suddenly feel like updating. Was grieving for my result. Yea, grieving. T.T People said I super emo wor. People said my result not bad. People said it’s quite good for STPM level. wtf. Why I don’t think so ler?? My GPA so low! Goodness. Sigh. Damn disappointed. I thought I can get a better grade cause I expect a better result. A better expected result should be better like what I had expected ma. Why it isn’t what I expected ler…?!

I know I’m crapping. Sorry people. Need to lepas kesedihan sikit mar.

Why didn’t I study harder/smarter a bit? Now regret also no use =:::(

Sigh~!

Don’t wanna talk about result already. Everyone(you know I know who are they) also sad for it. Especially our dearest Sow Ann. I hope she’s okie. No one really wanna go celebrate cause there is nothing worth to celebrate. Just went McD for lunch after result and met Mr. Redzawan there. I fucking know he purposely come TS. Where would students hang out after result if not TS. He’s a real smart ass la I tell you. All of us got shock half way while eating McD burger when he came and said ‘Hello’ in a deep scary tone. So terpaksa tell him our results. Sigh.

A lesson to learn for the next batch of Mr. Redzawan’s students: Next time whenever results out and it is not satisfying, please don’t go to TS. Better yet to straight go home and cry the shit out of yourself.

Luckily that night didn’t just end with sadness. Got to go release tension with some people I love. I love? lol. wtf. No suitable words to describe them ler. So I think they are people I love very much :D

We went karaoke-ing but I didn’t sing a single song. Malu, no mood. I think I drank much Carlsberg and got a lil high. I broke my promise eh. I told myself I don’t wanna touch any alcoholic drink for the meantime. Guilty already. But that day I got my result mar so saddening so I don’t care much already. At least it make me stop thinking of my result and I’m almost happy. Yea, almost.

Don't know who start cam-whoring then end up got all of us in. Guys cam-whored as much as girls too -.-

Was a lil high thus pics were edited and to keep confidential for the sake of the people I love. People I love?? LOL. So funny.

These days hard to find someone that “click” to hang out with. All chao already or else not in Taiping. Sigh.

Pei, fast come back and we go starfucking again. I just love the moment we did that. And also with you Soo Wah ark! Condolence to your sista’s belle belle alright. Think on the bright side, at least she doesn’t have to suffer anymore.

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I had this for dinner today. Super freaking delicious. I cooked it myself okie *proud*

Pita bread with egg+mayo+chili sauce.

Damn yummy :D

Got another one with hash brown but too nice till i forgot to take a pic of it. I was thinking. This could save me a lot of $$ if I really go work in KL. The Pita bread did not cost much. Got 8 or 10 pieces in a packet. Then add in with anything you want. Egg, hash brown, chicken fillet, jam, peanut butter or anything. Not bad aint?? Substitute for the usual bread we always eat and it is tastier!

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Went to Sino Café last Wednesday after movie, Love Matters. Another unplanned chill out night with Jo and Sow Ann. Love it. Love the simple plain hanging out with them. And as usual we got crazy again and I think Jo wouldn’t dare to go to Sino again. Long story lazy to explain but it’s surely a memorable moment for the 3 of us :)

Oh yea, another thing before I miss out. Surprisingly the 3 of us wore the same colour of shirts that day. Orange!!!! Damn xlxt alright.

My eye bag so big T.T

Played Uno Stack. I got dared but I chickened out :( Sorry ler, if I do it I can't go Sino anymore okie.

People said they are twins. Jo and Sow Ann? ROFL okie. Small eyes+almost same hairstyle. That's why.

Sow Ann is getting girly-er day by day man. Can you believe that..?!!