Surprise surprise ~

It's 5.15am now and I’m still awake. This is so not me! I know it is not a big deal but to me it is. I always have this guilty kinda feeling when its half past 3 and I’m still awake doing nothing. Just don’t know why I can’t get any sleep at the moment.

Was reading a storybook which I borrowed from Jo a.k.a my lou kong to make me fall asleep but heck no, it got me all tense up to know what’s gonna happen next and eventually… yea, I finish up the whole storybook for almost 4hours and it make me feel more energetic than before. Wtf. Romance storybooks always make girls like me go dreaming a little while =/ My mind go wandering around AGAIN! Sigh.



Suddenly feel so empty. So lonely. Emo mode is once again activated.

Somehow I don’t know why it occurs me to have the need to on my lappie and look back all the pics in my pen drive. Was looking through the pics I took when I was in Phils. I miss those moments. T.T I want to go back there, meet up everyone I miss and just hang out all night long. No worries, just have fun and get drunk! Sigh.

See, it was so much fun back then. People there are so friendly you thought you know them ages. I was just been there for 15days and we all got so close right immediately. Whoa. It was superb. You feel so warm and welcomed. And I got this crush on a guy. OMG. He is so cute I can’t take my eyes of him.

Remember I talk about him in my long ago post. He’s the reason I don’t feel like blogging about my trips in Phils. But since now I’m not so that into him I think I will talk about some happening when I was there.

Hmmm, let’s see…

I’ll fast forward to the most interesting part alright. Cause I am in the mood to talk about it. ^^ I bet you guys know what I’m going to say. YES IT IS BOUT HIM. Wtf.

On the last few days when I was in Phils, I keep telling my cousins I wanna take a pic with him NO MATTER WHAT before I got back to Malaysia. I’m not hoping for anything alright just wanted a pic as memories at least. So here comes the last day of my stay in Phils and I still got nothing. Luckily we all came up with this brilliant idea of bidding me a farewell on my last night in Phils. News spread so fast that all of them came to my grandparent’s house right after dinner. Cool.

Music on and the beloved farewell party of mine started. This is gonna be the most exciting moment in my 15days there I thought. While everyone were chit-chatting away and hanging out, I felt kinda bored cause I can’t really communicate with most of them with my broken Tagalog. Sucks I know. So I just sat at a corner, mind wandering around again. Out of nowhere this guy I was having a crush on suddenly pops out and seated beside me.

*doo doop~ doo doop~*

My heart beats like hell I tell you.

Guess what, somehow I didn’t expect that one of my cousins whom I’m closest to suddenly grab my hp I was holding and offer to take a picture for us. HAHAHAHAHA~! I didn’t know she was such a genius. It was like the happiest moment I ever wish.

Take 1: I'm blushing. OMG. SEE MY FACE! It's so obvious I feel shy. Everyone was looking at us auspiciously . See that?!!!

Take 2: I can feel he was shy too. ROFL. How can this be?? HAHHAHA~

Take 3: Finally a perfect one :)

Somehow, I still not satisfy with the pics cause it look so stiff and weird. Don't you think so? I didn't know what I was thinking that moment; was like a 'tindakan refleks' and I slipped my hand towards the back of his shoulder and took another pic. wtf.

PERFECTO :))) He was happy and so does I.

This is the most extreme thing I ever did in my life. Some more in front of so many people. omg. I wonder what would he thinks of me. wtf.

Okie, here's the last pic of me and him. *blush blush and blush again*

This is so WTF man. Embarrassment to the max. Okie, I think I regretted posting this up =/ Oh man, it's 7.30am!!!!!