Yesh, I feel so useless once again. Don't get me wrong. Nothing happen, did not get into any trouble/problem or whatsoever. Just feeling a little sober perhaps? I need a break once in a while too people. But I thought I’m having a long break now shaking legs at home. So what is wrong with me uh? Somehow I don’t know. I REALLY DON’T KNOW.
One word. Inexpressible.
Too many decision making to make yet too little time :(
I DON’T WANT TO GROW UP! IT IS JUST TOO SOON.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD WHERE THERE IS NOTHING TO WORRY OR DECISION TO MAKE!
Perhaps I’m scared being independent, being responsible. Something that is emotionally difficult to bear when all I want now is to stay the same as it is. I hate changes. I dislike the feeling of having something big, heavy burden to carry behind.
But when reality strikes me, I know that is what every single homosapien have to go through. Life sucks. It does. But somehow I know I need to be optimistic. I need to be tough. I need to learn to adapt and be grateful for everything He has given to me YET I don’t want to grow up so soon. T.T My heart begs to differ!
I guess what I really need now is a company to hear me rattle all day long about my worries. A heart to heart talk perhaps? Cause I seriously need some words of encouragement to get me going.
One word. Inexpressible.
Too many decision making to make yet too little time :(
I DON’T WANT TO GROW UP! IT IS JUST TOO SOON.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD WHERE THERE IS NOTHING TO WORRY OR DECISION TO MAKE!
Perhaps I’m scared being independent, being responsible. Something that is emotionally difficult to bear when all I want now is to stay the same as it is. I hate changes. I dislike the feeling of having something big, heavy burden to carry behind.
But when reality strikes me, I know that is what every single homosapien have to go through. Life sucks. It does. But somehow I know I need to be optimistic. I need to be tough. I need to learn to adapt and be grateful for everything He has given to me YET I don’t want to grow up so soon. T.T My heart begs to differ!
I guess what I really need now is a company to hear me rattle all day long about my worries. A heart to heart talk perhaps? Cause I seriously need some words of encouragement to get me going.
Lord Jesus,
I need You. Thank You for dying on the cross for my sins. I open the door of my life and receive You as my Savior and Lord. Thank You for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal life. Take control of the throne of my life. Make me the kind of person You want me to be and lead me throught it Lord. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
5 fart(s) from you:
words of encouragement
we will come home soon to listen to you babble about life, okay? we will all babble about life together. =D we'll come home soon, my dear. matteru neh...
aha. thanks babes.. appreciate it :) and guess what?? right after i post this, my wishes came true.ahaha. someone called to care and it really did cheer me up. God is so good ^^
but suuwa, i cant assure you that i'll be there when you come back taiping T.T
and what's matteru neh huh?? no worries??
matteru neh = wait yea~
oh i see. ehh suuwa i think you should be my sifu. i want to learn some japanese ;D
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